"Like - you don't want to, but, yeah, you can't-" Rose looked down, trying to figure out how it worked. "You want him to be happy more than anything, but if he's -"

She didn't even know how to say this. She could only remember how she felt when she thought Dimitri wanted to be with Tasha Ozera, and how much it hurt even when all she wanted him was for him to be happy.