"Guess we're both lucky, then, hunh." She knew she was too upset to make sense of this, but there were too many things scaring her about Merlin right now. Even while she still wanted to hug him, how weird was that? "Or maybe just me?" Was that fair, or unfair? She couldn't even tell. "I'm sorry. This is all beyond me. And I did kill someone once, Merlin, so it's not just that."