It said a lot that she was even trying to explain herself when she had a feeling he didn't care. "I've gotten really used to losing people," she said. "Mostly violently, and suddenly. And it makes me not want to get too attached. So when I do, and they leave voluntarily, it doesn't sit well." And against all better judgment, she added, "And it doesn't help that there are going to be more and more goodbyes like that."